oKay sO I HAD THIS SPIDER  LIVE IN MY ROOM FOR ABOUT A WEEK NOW BECAUSE IT WAS IN A CORNER ON THE CEILING  OF MY ROOM FAR AWAY  ENOUGH  FOR ME TO JUST LET THE BOY LIVE OKAY BECAUSE IM TRYING  TO TACKLE MY FEAR OF SPIDERS BUT I CHECK EACH DAY IF ITS STILL  THERE SO I JUST LOOKED UP AND GUESS  THE FUCK WHAT

ITS GONE

ITS FUCKING  GONE AND I AM REGRETTING LIFE CHOICES  I SHOULD HAVE KILLED IT THE FIRST TIME I SAW IT GODDAMMIT WHYYYY

I SWEAR TO GOD IF WILL CRY IF ITS NOT BACK BYE NOON THO LIKE MAYBE ITS JUST CHECKING OUT MY ROOM AND COMES BACK WHO KNOWS MAYBE I ATE IT IN MY SLEEP WHO FUCKING KNOWS GOD FUCKINF DAMMIT I HATE SPIDERS  SO MUCH  THIS WAS A MISTAKE