Another mood crash. Its never ending I guess.
So,dad keeps not taking meds so he can drink...
Even though he's a complete jerk when he is drunk. I was trying to draw and was scrolling through tumblr for inspiration when I saw something saying tony stark is a worse person then his dad. I tried to talk to dad about it,saying "He smacked his kid for playing with a toy car!" And dad just said "And?" And laughed about it so I didn't talk to him after that.

Right now,I'm just kinda crying and singing in my room with the lights off. He say drank today...but I can't talk to him about it.

Mom is asleep and my brother isn't...well he doesn't really know how to help so...I'm on my own...like always. And yeah,its a normal teen thing to say...and I know I have friends online but...its hard...not having people physically by your side...

I'm not a very social person,thanks to my horrible anxiety but...it just feels nice every now and then...

Sometimes it feels like I have a part time family...out of my own control...

whatever...I'll get over it..."Just stay positive."....