Giddygirlgetsit / IamsheLilith

Lost, Found, And Lost Again

Mirror scattered at my gaze

Fractured pieces of what I used to be

Set all my hopes ablaze

And brought me to my knee

Down below amidst the glass

I realize my defeat

A sea of tears come out at last

And drums of my heartbeat

A song of pain I sing

A hymn of hurt in my veins

What else is there that I can bring

Besides these bloody stains

I'm lost in my own world right here

I want to be found

It's easier to disappear

To sink into the ground

But it is he..

It is he who found me there lonely in my world of pain

Who caressed me through any and everything

Who I'm reciting this poem to standing on top this wooly box

He was my missing piece and helped me find the rest if my personality I'd thought I'd lost

Now all that's lost is the grin faded from his chubby face

The grin that saved my life that I have no way of repaying...

I may be lost forever if it wasn't for that one mistake no one can release my from my pain.