My backs feelin empty
The feeling if being held is feeling  a bit foreign
If you see old me
Tell her how much I miss bein free

Trying to tell me what's right
All I'm doing is trying my best to hold on tight
You cant tell me you're here for me
When you can't even respond to me

You cant save me from myself!
You can't even afford to help!
I wish I had never found you
Feelings come but they dont ever go

Now I'm stuck in this rut
Trying to find where I messed up
Wanting to understand what I did wrong
For you to be absent for so long

I'm stuck thinking that all I was
Was something to use up
After you got your fill
You threw me down a hill

It's okay tho
I'll live.