I see him almost every day
I watch as he plays wall ball under cover as I stand out in the rain
At the top of the hill at school
That is where I stand

The rain that's pouring soaks my hair
And I walk in those doors after recess
Pretending everything is alright

I know he's seen the pain in my eyes
I know because he looks into them almost every day

I catch him looking at me during lunch
I look towards him and he looks into my eyes
He can see the smile on my face
But he can also see it's fake
And all he does is look into my eyes to see every emotion I feel at that time
The pain
The sadness
The small bit of hope
He sees it

He's not mine he never will be
If he liked me he wouldn't have rejected me
I told him I liked him and he broke my heart more than it already was broke

Some day I'll die but I won't go to heaven
No I'll go to hell
Maybe I'll see him again in hell and that will be the day I laugh in his face

I know I can't have him
Maybe some day he'll like a girl and she'll break his heart the same way he broke mine

I hope I live a good life but I know I won't
Evilness
Darkness
Both run through my vains
Sanity slipping away
Hello insanity

He broke me and now I know that
Gods help me but don't
Falling deeper and deeper
But not falling in love
Falling to my death
At the gates they said welcome to hell enjoy your eternity going insane or more insane
Saw him today
Committed suicide just like I did
He hung himself from the bridge I jumped off of
They found a note in his car that said

I did it I'm the reason she killed herself
Now is when I die
She once told me she liked me I rejected her afraid I would lose her
But I could have saved her
If only I had tried
If I just said those four words like I wanted to
She wouldn't be dead

They found cuts on his wrists and he overdosed too
That way they couldn't save him like he couldn't save me

And the first words he said to me when he got to hell was...

I love you I always have will you forgive me so we can live happily ever after

And as soon as I said yes we walked into the gates of heaven holding hands as we watched people look at the water and rope hanging off the bridge

Seeing a love story almost as good as Romeo and Juliet blossom from real events

A girl jumps into the water committing suicide
Then only a day after a guy hangs himself after overdosing leaving a note in his car

Just so he can see the girl he loved again
Tragic yet Romantic