today I made a mistake;

I looked where I should not,

and I discovered memories

that I think you forgot.

sometimes I wonder. . .

what went through your head.

how often, exactly

were you upset by things I'd said?

I want to take it all back,

and change whatever happened;

I just want you to know

how deeply I'm saddened.

I had a best friend once,

and I made a mistake.

I always do things

to push people away.

maybe one day,

we will talk again.

all that I really want

is for you to be my friend again.