I feel like I am floating
Floating through empty space in the great expanse of time
Waiting in Limbo for a place to belong
That feeling of detachment from the world
Like I'm living, but not truly alive
I feel like my life should have ended a while ago
That I made some wrong turn and that is why I cannot rest
I am floating through an empty space of numbness and loneliness
Everything is dulled
I am dulled
The world is dulled
My emotions are dulled
I'm tired of dull
I want to leave this limbo that I have been ensnared in
I want to escape
But I am trapped
Floating in this bubble until Death's kind hands take me to where I belong
So until then I float, lost to the world
Lost to myself
And most importantly, lost to life

written: 12/21/18