do you ever feel like
your mind may explode
with never ending thoughts
which you can't put into words

you feel so depressed
and can't feel anything
but pain, which is invisible
and you have no one to talk to...

holding phone in your hand
you search the whole contact list
to call someone and share your feelings
but you find no one worth
you feel even more depressed
and lonely again

its like waking up from a dream
and all you can see is
your nightmares coming true
questioning your sanity
and you finally realize
fantasy world is much better
than this real world.