Looking at it now
It feels so different
Like it wasn't real

Like it was all a fairy tale dream
And you just wake up to realize its a walking nightmare
And I knew it somewhere in the back of my head
Deep down I knew that this storm is coming

Yet I didn't believe it, dare I say I couldn't
But in the end, it shook me to the core with such an impact
I don't know what to believe anymore

And I don't know whom to blame:
You, for playing with me ruthelessly
Or fate, for surely playing a bitch role
Or even worse me, for being so utterly imbecile

Anyway what good it is now to blame anyone
Its not like we can turn back time
And undo the things for any amendments

And I wish I can say that
I'm like a boomerang
Or may be like 'I-don't-give-a-fuck' kinda person
Really, I wish I'm, but sorry!
I don't have it in me anymore

And I don't know how to end this:
Saying 'I got over it and moved on'
Means that's the biggest lie I'm telling myself shamelessly
Or saying 'I'm a warrior' is also a lie

Because honestly I'm not, so yes!
I'm letting time decide how to end this tale
Because if we're really meant to be,
We'll somehow find our way back home.

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A/N : Okay, I really don't know how to end this, and thus the immature writing! I know I'm a walking mess, but what can I do?
And sorry about the title, its funny I know.
Anyway, now that it is done, tell me your views!

Btw, did I say, 'I LOVE YOU ALL' for still baring with my 'not-so-good' writing skills.
yes, I love you all so much for helping me improve my confidence, if there is any!

p.s: don't mind my rambling, you know I act stupid sometimes, what can I do- manufacturing defect maybe!