I really wanna be with the guy I like, but a part of me thinks; what if I find someone else, what if I leave this small town and meet someone who I click with straight away, what if I fall in love with someone else?

But then after thinking like that I realise that if I really like this guy, and if we end up being together then it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if I could've found someone better, it doesn't matter that I could've fallen in love with someone else, because I didn't, I fell in love with the guy I'm with, and to me, he is the best.

Not a poem, sorry, just my thoughts