Your eyes still search for mine through the throng
And just for a second I find the old glint back strong
Why is there still a spark in my heart?
When its supposed to be all over; that part.

Are we still friends or something more
Or mere strangers today off the the shore?
We were a thing in the past though you call it a lie
But we had it, didnt we? Somewhere you can't deny.

A part of you I lost but alot more still waiting to be forgotten
Alas! You come back again and all the candles rekindle then
A little love you show and alot more I begin to give
Which light do you see me in? Another misunderstanding I can't forgive.

And whenever I step back from your shadow, you inch closer
And then desert me, shattering my foundation like a bull dozer
Why do I hear your voice when I try to shut you out?
Why do I quiver with your mere presence? Why ain't I stout?

Though our past's burried yet today a label we can't fix
Cuz it keeps rising from its ashes like the phoenix
I try to run away from you but you are where I end up
And you are the one I keep talking to everyday without a stop.

So far and yet you feel so close to me
As if we're destined to be one but thats not what it is you see?
We're so different today but still I feel I know you like nothing's changed at all
You do realise our connection's deeper than what you made it look after all?

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This marks my 50th poem in this book and so on this occassion I would like to thank each and everyone of you from the core of my heart for all the support you have shown to this book! Its really hard to explain how much your reads, votes and comments mean to me...

I know I have been on and off wattpad for very long and yet you guys come and show your support everytime I come back... I am forever grateful to that.

Most of you know a writer's inspiration to write more comes from the kind of feedback/appreciation he/she receives and if it wasn't for all your overwhelming support, I wouldn't have gotten this far. Thankyou for staying tuned all this long. Hope I haven't disappointed you anywhere.

Oh also... of all my 50 poems, which one's your favourite so far?

Love~
Namra😄