When I truly lost myself, I found you
Cared for you so much I wounded myself
So loyal to you, I was left alone
Loved you so much that I hated myself
Thought of you only that I forgot me
Trusted you so much I betrayed myself.

What is it about you that holds me back?
I am heart broken but cannot move on
Is this love or some kind of obsession
I see no good and yet cant keep my ground
All these winds only carry me towards you
And the closer I try coming to you
The more reasons I get to stay away.

I watched you plummet down only to become
Everything you said you would never be.
Sometimes I just wish I could read your mind
And know what I mean to you deep inside.
Once you were everything I could ask for
Now you have become everything I dread.