"Feel the warm autumn breeze.
See the colorful falling leaves.
You are not alone.
This can be the place you call home.
I will always be here.
I will always be near."

Those are the words you said.

That's what you lead me to believe.
Well you had me deceived.

How dare you make me see myself in a way that I myself never could?
You played me like a game from our childhood.

You left me alone,
Unable to fend on my own.
Unable to see that there was still good in this world,
That I didn't need to go curl
Up on my bed and hope to God that I wouldn't wake up the next day,
That all my problems would go away.
That's not reality
Just look at my family.
We're broken apart, into a thousand pieces scattered around everywhere,
Yet none of those pieces can see
The world as it really should be
This world is dark and cold and unforgiving

This world decides a path that we will go down
And no matter how hard we try to turn it around
It has already been decided
And it's time you learn before I did
So that you can have a better life
Than shell of a person standing in front of you did... before she grabbed that knife.