I was a girl that had it all

I battled with mental health issues

Yet, I didn't know I would fall

It hit me hard

The one boy I loved used me as a tool 

He broke my heart in two

I thought we could be happy 

When did it all go wrong? 

It isn't the same, now he has left me alone 

He is doing what's best

Is our love a test? 

When will this end? 

He acts like he is my friend 

Only I know how this could end

Why is that hard to believe? 

I shake with pain 

For him, that's a gain 

If he really loved me so

He would have never let me go

I feel nothing

I am numb 

I want to feel pain 

Please let me live again 

If he doesn't act 

Soon he may regret 

For one day he could wake up 

And see he has no wife 

A/N 

What do you think? 

I'm no professional, I just write down how I feel. Apparently, it's supposed to help, which it does to some degree.