Am I growing up
Or growing old?
Keeping cool
Or going cold?

Letting go
Or losing touch?
Generous
Or give too much?

Protecting
Or keeping trapped?
Staying true
Or can't adapt?

Perceptive
Or distrusting?
Burning bright
Or combusting?

Moving on
Or bailing out?
Cautious
Or having doubt?

Am I thinking
Or just listing?
Why do these thoughts
Keep persisting?

Why do I see
But not change?
Why can't my life
Rearrange?

Am I changing
Or resisting?
Alive
Or just existing?