Sometimes you just snap...
Some times you just break. It doesn't matter if you d idnt have it that bad.  Or maybe you had it a little bit better. Everyone has different breaking points. And when they push past that...there is no going back. Cause some people hold on to the past. No matter how many times they realize they should let go. They hold on
they hear, see, feel, remember everything. And it holds them back. They try to move forward but it's as if they are glued to the past. To their pain, regret, grief... Although they know they had a lot of good times, they are drawn to the phycotic, angry, bitter and sorrowness of those bad memories. The ones they say would change for the better. Would make them a better person. That they can learn from the mistakes. Makes them think...well what's the point of trying when I can't reach your standards and your needs. What's the point when I know you will be angry about something I have done... the truth is....well....no one knows....