Hey guys!

Not that you should care but I am suicidal. I pretty sure the world would be thanking the gods if I fucking died.

I don't know if I'll get better any time soon. I need to talk to someone really I do... maybe I wouldn't hate myself, maybe I would have the motivation to change and be better. My life is fucked up.. really fucked up.. I don't even know what I'm doing or who I am anymore.

I wouldn't be surprise as soon as I get a gun that I would pull the fucking trigger.

But I don't know why I tell you guys not to cut and shit cause that's what I do... so I'm just a  fucking hypocrite......