Its the first time in forever where i texted lexi.
My mom had asked if i still talked to her and i said no cause she had no interest in being my friend anymore...
I hated that...i felt bad..
So i texted her hi. Just now...
I bet she wont respond..
But..i wont know till i try..
I feel so nervous...
And then theres the fact that it could be at a bad time and last thing she whats in to see me...
But im trying...
So hard...
Also..i got a new counselor. Shes nice. Her name is Heather.
I talked to her alot...
It was a 4 hour session.
But for 2 hours it was spent with my mom.

The first one was with both me and my mom
The second two was with mother
And the third was just me...

It was kinda painful
Talking about suicide and junk
But i felt a bit better...

Im also happy cause my mother and i have never been closer..
Yet my relationship with my siblings is going down to shit.

They HATE me
And im not exaggerating either...

Also tommorow im going to the park ^~^ its been forever since i went outside to skateboard...

Since its hot out we cant do that anymore.

Um....i dont know what else to write about..
But i do know i gotta upload a bunch of art stuff later

So byyyyeeee

Have a picture of a penguin i took at the zoo

Also some stuff i took from a VIXX video