tommorow is my first day of highschool...im gonna get lost...alot...its so..BIG..
Even worse. My mom didnt turn in my immunisation info. And i didnt get my schedule. Locker number. Or bus number....
Those...are...IMPORTANT...so tommorow...we are going extra early..to see if we get that..if not..shit well first day worst day...

:(...

Also i fear a dear person of mine
Either killed himself or ....killed himself...

Fuck....i need to talk to my therapist...now im thinking about it