I think....
I might have a crush on my best friend....irl....
Now alot of people know...i dont date irl....cause irl im much more crazy perverted and weird...and by definition an otaku....
My friend...i dont know...why...its just something about her.......
I dont know to explain....
Im planning to confess at the end of the year....cause after this we go our separated ways and find a highschool to go to...i want to go to the same one as her...but theres this test thingy...and...im not as intelligent. as her...haha....shes just like me...always saying shes not smart of beautiful...those are lies.....i wish she knew...but so many people say that to me....i once had confidence and self esteem...but....my parents...they um...lowered it down to 0%...when i was little they always told me my drawings look weird....so i always compared myself to other people and there art...cause being a little girl i need to feel good about myself...and...theyd make fun of me and call me fat.....yea.....fat...and they even tell me now.....i asked people....even random people.....am i fat....tell the truth....and even people that hate me said no
...and said things like "look at that girl...shes waaaaayyy bigger than u.." or "hey my grandmother ways 400 pounds...shes FAT" by the way my crush said that....or "ur curvvvyyy not fat"..and...now...im just ranting....instead of talking about what the supposed title is...whatever....bye for now