Im a garbage human....
I let my emotions get the best of me...
I ruined my friends and my girlfriends day...
Im terrible towards her...
I feel like she feels unloved...
Even tho i love her the most...
I cant talk ti u...
Because my stupid emotions will just make me stutter and start crying if i talk to her...
I just feel nervous...
I feel like she deserves better....
But i cant give her better...
Cause im a garbage human....
I just wish that i could be better....without all these stupid negative and bad emotions...
Without all thus sensitivity...
Then maybe...
Just maybe...
Our relationship would be better...