I was in the middle of homework when...my mother called...she asked for something....a complicated wish...and when i what she asked for...it was really hard...it confused me...so i got it wrong and mixed it up...my mom...she laughed at me...i know it isnt that much...and i should be use to it after all these years of my parents laughing and calling us useless...but...it made me feel worthless...haha...since when do i not...i saw things like im fat and ugly...because growing up...thats what they caught me...and i refuse t believe otherwise....even...months ago when i starting counseling....my mom confessed that when i was younger she use to make fun of me and call me fat....anyway on to the story.
...she laughed...and pointed out everything i did wrong...i told her i got confused....she didnt care...and i told her to be more specific or something...i dont remember...i have bad memory...maybe thats why i messed up....idk how but our conversation ended up how she does everything for us....and we never appreciate it....i said something else and went to my room and cried....ive told her this many times but....well maybe if we are so useless why dont u get rid of us....if ur tired of cleaning after and taking care of us.....then get rid of us....if we really disappoint u that much...GET RID OF US...u dont know how many times these situation pop in my head.....

And i wonder...

When will she get rid of us...?