....im depressed.....
Idk why......
I want someone to hold.....
I wish my prince was here....
But even then.....id feel shed be to uncomfortable....
Shes upset cause some stuff happened...and i couldnt hug her....
And even when shes not..and she lets me hug her.....she still doesnt fully like hugs....
And i doubt shell touch me...
Im always hugging her after all...
She never hugs me...
But its fine... I can keep imagining....
U know....theres a pillow in my living room....i hug it sometimes and it feels like im hugging her....
It makes me happy....i sometimes sound so crazy...cause i talk and cry into it sometimes.....and just hold it....
And it helps....when i think around her hugging me..or just think abut her in general....im so happy....u know...typing this now...is making me cry...so im g9nna hug my pillow...and go to bed....