Warning: angry sin ranting ahead, please proceed with caution.

so my mom and dad have to go to like fucking Walmart to buy somethings I don't know what and I seriously couldn't care less

This meaning, we have to leave the house

And I starting having a fucking panic attack because the outside world is just...I can't find the right word for it

Then my idiot of a brother rolls his eyes and says "Stop making a big deal out of it." [or something along those lines 'cause he said it in like Spanish so—]

Obviously these bastards, who I am ashamed to call my family, have no idea what's it like to have social anxiety

"Are you mad because we're going to Walmart? You know it's not heathy to be on your phone all day, right?"

You know what else is not healthy?

Me scratching at my face and body because I'm being forced outside :)
[just the idea of having to leave the house makes me do that]

"It's just for 30 minutes. Jesus. Dramatic much?"

If a lot could happen in 5 minutes imagine 30

Fucking dumbass

I live in a world where socializing, being active and such are more important than mental health :)

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And yet they wonder why I barely talk to them