Ya know, I love my sister, she knows who she is, but sometimes I feel like she doesn't want me as a brother. I know she's got school and that she has a life putside of wattpad, and other people to talk to besides me. But letely shes just been... Different... I feel... Unwanted... Now, theres actually three reasons shes not talking to me the way she used to.  1: Shes busy with school and has othwr things to do, wich take her time of talking to me away. 2: Shes secretly granting my rivals wish not to talk to me and denying it and then she talks to him more, but lies so i can feel good...wich all together if im right will only make me feel WORSE.
And lastly, 3: She doesnt want me as a big brother anymore and she doesnt want to break my heart, so she just doesnt reply. Either one of these could be true,  ypu never kbow when youve got a sister as slick as her. She knows how to lie and make it look real, especially on a phone. But i knowthe third option isnt even a thing, and shed never do that cus the bond we have is unbreakable. But the first two are verry much possible. I hope to god that its option one, befause if option two, ill be real upset. Cus for one when u have a rival you never supposed to let him surpass u, and two ove known chaela for a while and now werw so close its gotton to the point where i get mad just for her talking to othwr girls. So if my rival gets more respect from her than i do, i fucking hate hus short fat dumb ugly.... UGH! orefuse to be outdone by this bastard!! But anyway yeh those are the three options. I hope the hell its option 1 and only option one, because if option 2 i can deal with it, but it will lead to pur bond breaking, abd if option t
3, im gonna go deep into depression. Ive told hwr this so many times, she is the only chain that holds me from life and death. Break that bond and i will fall directly to death. I love her and to loose hwr would be heart breaking. I know im not her real sister, but when youve had feelings for someone or been friends with someone for a long time, you start actually developing real feelings for hwr and then it gets harder and harder to let them go. But yeh, im just saying im a bit worried thats all. When she gets back to the qay she used to be ill be ok again.