you know, sometimes I feel that I don't need anyone. I feel that I can do everything on my own and live on my own. Without the help of anyone. I don't need anyone. But then again I'm scared to be alone. I'm scared to loose anyone.

so I've decided, I won't let myself get too close to anyone. I'll just emotionally distance myself from everyone around me. I won't share anything personal with anyone anymore. I'll just hide it and bottle it up. It'll be fine. I don't need to trust anyone around me. I just need myself and no one else.