Some of you may know that I'm well, I'v tried to end something that you only get once. Today I had those thoughts again that lead me to trying. My skin had that itching feeling that only pain can solve. Luckily the class ended and I went to my closest teacher, but even after spending an hour in there I still had that feeling. So literally, any positive things you can say, even a fucking lie will make me happy! I just need someone to tell me I'm needed. Some of you may not know what it is like, but I know a few of you that get this. So lie to me! Please! Even a "Your awesome!" will make me feel something. I just need someone there for me instead of just a few of the people I know. And if you don't want to say anything that perfectly fine with me.