Hi. Well, remember those old chapters? About my sickness? Well, yea short summary- was rejected, heart broken for a little, but I got over it. Sure, I still have feelings for him. Sure, maybe if he changed his mind I would say yes. But for now, he's not the right guy for me. I can keep looking, I'll be patient. Usually, when I like someone and get rejected, I stop liking them, or saying that they're my crush. I just kinda move on, but not enough to completely forget about them. Yes, I tell people I like them a lot. It's because I have anxiety and it will drive me crazy if I don't tell them. If I don't, I feel like everything I do affects how that person feels about me and how they are going to see me and all that stuff. But, I get so nervous about it. Look, if your reading this and I happen to like you and tell you, please understand and don't be to hard...tell me exactly how you feel...I'm a good listener...

Well, besides that topic, I've been sad lately because I miss school. I don't really miss schoolwork, I just miss the people there. Plus, next year I get to take some new classes, which I'm excited about. I just kinda want all the fun summer stuff to happen quickly so I can go back to school. But, I'm sure in a month or two I'll be saying "oh I wish it was summer I'm so sick of school!"😂

Well, that's just an update. Byeee