Okay, I'm probably going to sound like a horrible person (I'm not, I swear) but I need to talk about this and I have no one to talk too.

So, my little sister started watching Voltron.

"Ohhhh well now you have someone to talk to about it!"

As horrible as it sounds, I don't want her to watch it. I want her to stop trying to like the things I like. As stupid as it sounds, I just want Voltron to me my thing.

She tries so hard to get me to like her that I feel guilty that I don't. And I'm not just saying that because she's annoying.

She has never given me any reason to like her. She lies to me all the time, steals my stuff, reads my diary, and makes up stories about my past (I have a horrible memory and my childhood wasn't exactly happy, so I forgot or blocked it out).

And yet, I get in trouble for not including her and she gets mad at me for not trusting her. I literally have no reason to trust her.

But she also wants to get along with me better, to become friends.

I don't want that.

Recently she got a Wattpad account. I wouldn't give her my username because the stuff I post is private from her.

I respect that she has a Wattpad and I guess I'm supportive that she wants to start writing, but my parents got in in their heads that somehow I wasn't. As long as she stays away from my account, I have no problem with her having a Wattpad.

I want her to stop trying to get to know me and joining my fandoms in the hopes of bonding with me.

I just want her to leave me alone.

Sorry, I know I probably sound like an awful person right now. I just really needed to rant and I literally have nobody to talk to because they'll all judge me. I'd rather share it with strangers on the internet. And if that's not desperate... then I don't know what is.