I'm playing my flute and I'm just so mad that my band teacher is cutting out stuff in our class but not the other class. They are mostly playing all of the music now! It's very annoying. So we are playing this one song and there is this flute solo, and I was hoping he would ask and see who wanted the solo so I could volunteer. But nope! He is making three other flute players in the other class to play!

Since this school has started, I haven't been thinking I'm good enough for band anymore. My band teacher has been letting the other class play all the cool stuff while he is thinking that we aren't good enough. I'm so mad! He also didn't ask my class on who wanted to join All County so I didn't have a choice to get in.

I hate my music life rn, I wish I never even started playing the flute. I'm already a bad player as it is, no one likes me playing. One girl is annoyed by me because I mess up sometimes, she does too, so she needs to shut her mouth and mind her own business. Shes been also going through my bag to find our music but she needs to know that it's my stuff so she gotta get her filthy hands away! Also she got me in trouble yesterday. She's on my sh*t list rn.

<<Heh..... Sorry for complaining. I had to>>