I really got angered over something that I saw and it reminded me of the time when I was talking about some specific stuff about my life or of what mistakes I had made.

And I remember being told by some people that "I do everything for the money, the fame, getting likes and attention" but that's not true because if I did everything for these shit then, my existence on the internet would be pointless since I would be on the internet by force and doing drawings, animations, blogs, updates and other stuff like these by force instead of will. And also.... you would have never got to know me as a person and we would have never been knowing each other as friends or just fans of one another. Also, you would have never got to know my real self by having shared even some basic stuff about me. I also might never have cared if I do good or bad work on something and I wouldn't have cared if I have made some mistakes on my stuff or something like that.

At least that's what I think would have happened if I did everything for the money, the fame, getting likes and attention!

In my opinion, it's okay to vent but you have to be careful with the limit you spend on it because someone, even an unknown person that comes out of nowhere, might use your vent against you and that wouldn't be nice. I might have vented and even talked more about some shit happened in the past but this never meant that I did it to get attention, likes, fame or something else like those things. And yes, of course there were some people, even unknown ones that were coming out of nowhere to use specific stuff I talked about just to get them off my chest since I didn't have any person to talk with in person, against me and ended up bullying, insulting and attacking me. That's why you should be careful to the limit of venting and sharing specific stuff about yourself in each social media you're a part of. It's important for your safety and your psychological health.

Plus, I may have done mistakes too but even tho I didn't want any mistake to happen and make things come out differently than I would imagine, I fixed them all since I always understand my mistakes and even deep inside me, that makes me ethical and not unethical! That's why I'm being called a human too and I think I'm right to say that!

According to my experience, it hurts very much to have people bullying, insulting and attacking you for whatever mistake you made even if you didn't want it to happen, share your opinions with the world, share what you love and hate ect. and then having your self being stressed out for what people might say about you next. It is also gets up into a level of sickness while continuing talking shit about you, keep bullying and attacking you ect. and that is a sigh of toxicity, unethicality and hypocritisism. At least, that's a reason to get to know what the real "faces" of these people are while acting to be good towards you until the bad happens to you so they can use it against you even for trying to act smarter, better, higher than you ect. and get to take off their bad to you like you killed some of their relatives or some shit like that while making a drama out of everything they use against you.

Personally, I got sad once, twice and even one hundred twenty two times in a row and I was like "I don't care anymore. Why do I take care of people I don't know and who they don't know me either? I have many other people who they know me (and I know them too), love me and accept me for who I am, no matter what I've done in the past and what I do daily. It's better to take care of these people and show them love, gratefulness ect. and not to the ones that they don't know me and I don't know them either and all they did instead of attempting to help me get better just fell into the low level of causing drama and start insulting, bullying and attacking me in attempt to destroy me. Also, I'm already 18 years old and I still have life and future upon my way and I'm still a young person so that means I have more limits to make mistakes either. So why having people making a drama out of my mistake who just want to act smarter, better ect. than me? I don't care anymore. I should leave them say whatever they want and whatever they do and say, I'll move on into finding my way no matter what will happen next. After all, it's not worth it crying about something that happened and can't change and also for people that don't deserve my attention or pity.". You know, I was a phase like that.

That's all I had to say here. If I would like to make a next post that is connected to that one, I'll do it whenever it is needed.

Thank you for reading, even if my text is kinda complicated.