So I did not realise this until just know but like V is grieving from 2 or 3 maybe even 4 if you count jonghyun different important people. Hes Greiving for his Grandfather(few days ago) , Best friend(months ago), his grandma(2yrs ago), and Jonghyun( Almost a yr ago). Im just scared for when he hits the depress Stage its gonna be Harder. Cuz like Grieving for 1 person is hard enough but having to get used to not having 3 people you knew and Cherished not be with you thats even harder than having to grief for 1 person. I cant imagine how much pain he is going thru right now.

Know how people say you will get angry at some point? Well they are not wrong. Some people get angry at the person who died the people around them or Themselves. I am one of the people who get mad at themselves and somewhat the others.
I regretably listened to songs which dont normally make me cry but are known for making others cry yeah I think you can see how that turned out mental state right now. ( I cried)
I am now tired. Haha Crying really takes ur energy.

I was listening to NF( Ill put one of his videos in this somewhere)

When I first heard this song I cried my eyes out.

I just lost my train of thought so byyyeee I purple you💜💜💜
(excuse the errors plz its 7:22am and I am an actual mess Haha)