Why do I feel like Im gonna die in my late teens. I just have this wierd feeling that I will. Probably from either, Guilt,regret, depression, or just something plain stupid. I dont care if I die the people that I love would have thier family to hold to and help them get threw it. The only reason I would care  was if I saw them crying from above. I hate seeing/hearing them cry.  The last thing I would ever wanna do is make someone cry or upset or hurt in general.

I wont be surprised  if  I die when im like 17 or 19. I either have gon mad and just couldnt deal with life  or I had some type of accident or was murdered in my sleep. Who knows alot can happen in just a few yrs. 
Wow why did I go so morbid?
Probably  cuz Thats what pops in my head alot.

On a Happier Not I got a Korean learning app. I somewhat  like it. I like how it teaches you and all, but to get the full shebang you have to pay like 50 something dollars a yr and aint no body got money for that. So I learn what I can. I know 
sorry, no,okay, Welcome, Lets go, and a few others but umm I dont remember  them Rn still working on it!

Hope fully i will understand korean completely and not need subtitles.
also how the heck did RM watch friends so much that he learned english?? Maybe if I watch enough Kdramas ill learn koream lol jk Imma just stick to an app.

Any ways byyeee

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