I shed tears for reasons idk y
I shut myself in
I push ppl away when I want them to stay
I dont like to tell people how I feel cuz I want them to keep a smile on there face and NOT worry about me.
Im shy around other people besides my friends fam and my fam.

I dont understand myself I dont understand my meaning.

ALL i know is that I love my friends family and BTS. AND I hate how cruel life is..

Edit: I idk why i wrote that I was just kinda upset about somethibg that I dont remeber now.