Ok, so today we had to do the sit up tests got a f, and I was playing ultimate with these boys that are WAY to excited to play sports. Go a black eye and I feel like some of my friends honestly don't give a FUCK about me any more and one of my friends wants to die, I want to die to. I know that some of you don't wanna hear this, sorry I know how this makes you all feel but I honestly can't deal with this crap anymore. I feel like the only way I can be myself is when I'm on wattpad. So yeah.................. I know life's a bitch and all but this shit.......there's so much more shut that has happened to me and I honestly don't know what to do anymore.........