Dear Wattpad,
I'm irritated on several levels. One, I felt more like a man today and guess what decides to show up. Two, I remembered something that happened when I first told my parents I was Genderfluid. The first thing my mom asked me was 'Do you like boys or girls?'. Another was that I told my Dad a friend was Trans and he said, "oh, you got that term (Gemderfluid) from her because she told you that?" I wanted to smack him. My dad keeps referring to Genderfluid as 'Transfluid' or 'Trans fucking Genderfluid shit' (NOT referring to me as a swear word with the last one) I have no fucking idea where that's coming from and I needed to rant. I was just beyond upset. And I need chocolate but it's in my mom's car. I want to scream and be a bitch but I don't want to be rude. My entire stomach feels like death and hurts. I threw up. I am kinda tired. My cousin asked to see why me and my BF broke up and I didn't want her to and she sounded upset about it. I don't want her to be disappointed in me when and if I do tell her.

From stressed and in distress,
Crazygurl667