Dear Wattpad,

I'm crying.

Not that you care, it's just....

I finished reading through/listening to Dear Evan Hansen.
I was talking about how I relate to how Connor must have felt, alone, sad, like nobody gave a shit. And I lost it. I cried and sobbed in front of my entire class and I just kept thinking about how I wish someone cared. Truly.

Now, I'm sure you all are upset now, and I'm sorry....

Sorry for what? You may ask as you read this.

Well,
I'm sorry for doing a lot of things.

SORRY FOR
~Existing
~telling you all these things that you don't want to here
~For venting
~For needing to cry
~For feeling empty inside
~For not being Mx. Happy
~For wanting to die
~For having the urges to cut

But most of all, I'm sorry to my parents and brother, for having a terrible child/sibling, and. I hope you all can forgive me.

So, I just want to say,

Thank you.

Thank you for staying and not leaving.