Oh how I miss you so much. You sweet smile and caring open arms.
Oh how I miss all our laughs.
The times we went swimming
And didn't have a care in the world.
Oh how I miss those days when I was eight. When we would paint rocks and give them names.
When you would visit to see me dance and smile afterwards hugging me.
Oh how I miss you beautiful flower purple dresses, the one that I loved so much.
I miss going to you work and seeing you help the people and give them the medicine.
Oh how I loved the old creaking of the floor boards, running around, goofing around while you watched.
How much I miss you sweet smell and your favorite flowers.
How I miss the day of my seventh
Birthday at your house.
I miss all the cats and how your favorite wore a pink collar.
I remember when the moment I cried so much. When you sat there hair half shaved. Could barely talk. But you told we would go swimming like fishys.
I remember crying hugging the bunny you gave me years before. But I remember the bad times.
When I told you I was bored and you looked so disappointed
And I felt so bad because I love you so much that I didn't mean to disappoint you.
But my favorite memory was sitting in your room when Ariel was little. I put my fake pink hair on her and smiled. You sat on the bed with your camera.
I opened my sponge-bob book and handed it to Ariel. Reading it to her while you took pictures to always remember.
I loved when we went swimming and how I made a new friend. But most importantly I remember all pulling up to the house after a 6-hour drive.
Hoping out of the car
Running to you and Pappy.
Hugging you with joy and love.
Now I cry when I miss you.
But the sad thing is
I didn't hug Pappy this year.
And I wanted to cry.
I wanted to hug him so bad.
Cry while he hugged me.
Because one day he said I didn't love him.
And I cried on the way home
Feeling so guilty he felt that way.
I miss you so much
I hope you miss me too.