I have gym with her sometimes and god, she always looks amazing.

I have to work to make myself look half decent but she looks like she wakes up perfect.

I wish I could talk to her and I want nothing more to be with her.

My friends are still telling me to go for it but I'm feeling unstable after my breakup and don't want to hurt myself or her.

She doesn't deserve that, no one does.

But the way her hair flops perfectly, the way her eyes shine beautifully, how she looks amazing whether it's a skirt or sweatpants.