This is why I can't make new friends
This is why I hate myself so much
This is why when new people come around
They can't stand my "touch"

My attitude
My nature
My...being
Is like some horrible creature

It all seems all right
And everything seems fine
Everything's all "dandy"
But then it's THAT time

I screw up
I make people mad
And then I wonder
Am I just really that bad?

I try to seek help
To understand those who I can't quite get
But in the end
We just can't quite fit

I can't stand to see people hurt
And I just want to understand
But I can't
And it's that that I just can't stand

I want to understand everyone
But I know I can't
I know I should just stop trying
Yet I know...I can't

This determination of mine
Hurts not just me
But also everyone
Who I care for so deeply

I'm sorry for all the times I hurt you
Without meaning to.......