This rant talks a lot about stress and thinks relating to it like anxiety, so if that is triggering to you, don't read on
School sometimes is so stressful. Recently, we had to turn in an essay and about 2/3 of the class spent all night writing it. Many were up until 3:00 AM or even earlier! So though yeah it's kinda our fault for procrastinating, it's still incredibly stressful non the less. As a "professional" procrastinator, I don't really think of the consequences I just push it off and push it off until I have no other choice to do it. It's not really something I can change I just am that way. But the issue is that fact that my procrastination clashes with my anxiety so it's just a mess of "do it later" and "FUCKING DO IT NOW OR YOU'LL FAIL AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING" and it's just frustrating and draining.