"Home will always be a safe space"

'Lies'

"We won't ever hurt you!"

'Explain my horrible mental health then'

"We love you!"

'LIES!'

"I can fix you!"

'You can't fix a broken mind or heart'

I'm starting to think my family has been mentally abusing me. Why? Because when I got one 'F' on a test, they started yelling at me, cussing me out. They promised me that they'll do everything they can to make me happy. Here I am, with horrible anxiety, depression, and an adjustment disorder. They promised home will always be safe. I don't feel safe. At all. My dad told me they they won't always cater to my needs because of a disorder. A disorder that gives me stress and more anxiety. A disorder that if I don't follow a schedule or what I'm used to will give me stress. This started from when I was in the kindergarten and never got the help I needed until the third grade.