I prepared myself
For you to leave and walk away

I prepared myself
For you to not text me all day

I prepared myself
For you to be with someone else

I prepared myself
To move on and not being a mess

I prepared myself
To heal on my own when you break me

I prepared myself
To cover the scars and not let you see

That here I am

Curled up on my bed

And I don't know what's worst

To not stop you from leaving

Or to stop myself from preparing.

~*~

It's been awhile since I've updated. Today I just felt like writing something maybe because it's being raining all day at my place.
Do comment your views. I really need some words from you all. That would very helpful.
Also, follow my other book NUBIVAGANT, where I write other poems. Somehow I feel those are improved versions of my writings.

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