Chapter 20
JACKS POV
I was sitting in my room staring blankly out off a window what did I just do I don't understand anymore I sigh and lay on my Side closing my eyes seeing as there was nothing to do I decided to close my eyes I know I know I could record some Undertale vids but I mean would you if you where in my shoes.....thought so I didn't want to hurt Mark that was the least off my intentions I just wanted him to understand where I was coming from I open my eyes and sigh again as I stand up and close my door my room felt empty and dark I pick up my vlogging camera and put my head in my hands I put it in the stand and set my lightning up I put a smile on my face and wipe my eyes I do my intro and start my vlog about half way in my voice starts to waver "I didn't want to hurt you mark and I'm sorry to disappoint everyone at home but you both have to understand this is what I need long distance just wouldn't work...."I stop as tears fall down my face "....look I'm sorry I just can't do this anymore........you guys are fucking awesome and never forget that if people push you down you get back up do not let people get you down when your on cloud nine you stay on that cloud and keep them on cloud I dunno fucking seven" I laugh sadly and break down "I'm sorry guys but.........this will be my last YouTube video until further notice I know people are gonna be angry but hey I might comeback that's good" I sigh and start to do my outro "anyway thank you guys so much for watching this video if you liked it punch the like button in the face like a boss and high fives all round WHAPISH WHAPISH and I'll see all you dudes in the nex- I'll see all you dudes once again" I end it and upload it without editing and walk to my room locking the door keeping me safe from reality hurt and most off all my self
MARKS POV
I was driving to I don't know where or how long I had been but all I knew was that I was driving my phone buzzed and it was a YouTube notification I growl anger still in my system I pull over and look at the notification it was one off jacks it was titled "my last video" my heart sank as I slide the notification across and watched the video about half way through I was already in tears I couldn't bare the thought off not seeing him or hearing his Irish twang again I watch the full video and once it's done I put my phone down and shake depression creeping up on me I shake my head and start to drive I drive back home and sit in my car not moving I try to ring Jack "please Jack PLEASE" I scream down the phone but once again it went to voice mail was he ignoring me or was he ignoring everyone I sigh and leave the car looking up at the sunset a smile on my face the colours where so pretty orange purple blue pink and so many others little did I know that this would be the happiest day off my life
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