JACKS POV

I stare at marzia tears filling my eyes

"Mar-"

"Jack shut up"

She interrupts me and puts her head in her hands rubbing her face slightly

"Marks on his way to Ireland and he's gonna see your arms"

"MARKS NOT ANSWERING ANYTHING"

She looks up at me with a dumbfound expression

"His computers broken"

"Phone?"

"Turned off"

I sigh and run my hand through my hair it was greasy and I needed a shower

"Jack you need t-"

"I don't need to do anything the only thing that I need to do is stay away from everyone that way no one gets hurt"

"Jack not being with people is making you sad can't you see that please tell me why you hurt your self"

Her voice wavered and tears rolled gently down her face

"Ok....I got home from the airport and I did what hade to be done with Mark sadly causing me to slip into depression...... I couldn't take the pain"

"Oh Jack"

She sobs and wipes her eyes Bullet,Maya and Edgar all sit next to her comforting her.

"Marzia I have to go I need a shower and I have to clean the house tell people I'm still alive"

I end the call and sigh walking upstairs I remember I had been shirtless through the Skype call I panic and check my stomach to see that me not eating had taken its toll I run the shower and wait for it warm I strip and step in side the water running down my bony figure it felt nice I put my hand on the glass and move my head to the rushing water and a small moan escapes my lips as the water hits my face. I scratch my chest and grab some shampoo I rinse it into my hair and sigh missing Mark. I close my eyes

"Jack want a hand there~"

I hear marks voice echo his touch ghosts over me and I arch my back lightly I shake my head

"Your not here"

"I'm in your imagination you still want me~"

I groan and wash my body imagining Mark I needed to let theses feeling go. I step out side and check my cuts they started to scar over.

I walk out a towel around my waist and I dry my hair off I grab some shorts and a hoodie placing them on I look over at my old YouTube recording equipment. I walk to my laptop downstairs and print the Photo marzia sent me off and grab a frame I study it and smile placing it in and putting it next to the front door. My Skype call rings again it was marzia again

"Yo marzia"

"MARKS ON HIS WAY NOWWWW"

I smile

"Perfect timing~"