Scars...
*Your P.O.V.*
Crimson. That's all I saw as the crimson liquid slowly ran down between my frail, shaking fingertips. Scars littered my wrists as I dropped the bloody razor onto the blood stained floor. Tears ran down my (s/n) cheeks as I remembered all the sweet and intimate times we had together as I looked at my sliced skin. My only reason to live cheated and left me for another.
I knew something was up, but my naive heart didn't want to listen, it just couldn't. It was like every time he came home looking like he was drunk and messy, I felt my heart ache with immense doubt. Now I know it was the truth. I couldn't handle the tremendous amount of pain and agony my heart was feeling, so I had to go to the only source that seems to help me. Cutting. I always saw one of my friend's doing it when she was depressed and I never understood why, until now.
The pain was too much. I knew I was weak and everybody would try to target me of bullying, but a lot of my friends would keep them away so I could be their innocent friend they could take care of. Sadly, they weren't there to stop it and now I'm broken like a piece of glass. I was alway like a glass too, compared to other women who were stronger and dealt with things like this. I was new to this and it hurt. It burns every fiber in my being due to the pain he caused me to feel.
I felt useless, weak, worthless, and a waste of perfectly good space. I meant nothing to him. It was like I was invisible. To everyone actually. The only ones who care for me were Marco, Jean, Eren, Mikasa, Armin, and Hanji. There were more, but they seemed oblivious to my situation. I sighed in defeat as I looked down at the crimson color. I knew I lost a lot of blood, but it didn't bother me. I wanted this to happen. I wanted to disappear and erase myself from his life.
This was the only thing that popped up at the moment and now I feel my heart relax slowly. Suddenly, the door busted open as beautiful turquoise orbs stared at me in terror. I unconsciously smiled at him as my eyelids felt heavy. I slowly reached out and pulled him toward me, pecking his cheek as my thumb rubbed his cheek, blood soon staining it. Tears ran down his face as he told me to hang on. I slowly shook my head as I pulled him closer to me and slowly placed my lips onto his, passion slowly envelopes into the kiss. I pulled away and whispered my last words to him with a smile before darkness consumed me all together.
"I love you buddy, don't ever forget that Eren..."
*Eren's P.O.V.*
She kissed me and said those last dying words to me. More tears trailed down my face as I felt her warmth fading. I quickly picked her up and ran out of her apartment. I ran towards Hanji's home, ignoring the terrified looks the people had as they saw my bloody clothes and (Y/n)'s slit wrists. I quickly barged into her house, only to see the devil himself arguing with Hanji.
"H-Hanji..." I whispered as tears continued to fall. I looked down at the small angel in my arms as a small smiled graced her face. The color of her skin faded away into a pale color, here once vibrant (h/c) hair looked dull, and her lips looked pale as well. I heard a loud shocked gasp as footsteps ran in my direction. Hanji snatched (Y/n)'s body from my arms as she frantically shook her, trying to wake her up, but to no avail.
"(Y/n)?! (Y/n)!! C'mon, stop fooling around now! You know how I feel about this! (Y/n)?? (Y/N)!?! No, no, no!! Not her, please not her! This has to be a trick, it has to be!!" She yelled as she looked at the body with wide, frantic eyes. Tears staining her cheeks as she held the body close to her. Levi was frozen in shock as he watched the scene unfold. I looked at him with a menacing glare. A sudden spark cause a fierce flame to burn inside as I stalked toward him.
"You caused this! She never considered death until you came along and fucked everything up! Did you forget that she was weak to begin with?! She couldn't handle such pain like that!! She was like a baby to the world! Now look what you did! You took her from us!! Our little (Y/n) who we thought of as our baby is now dead because of you!!" I roared as my body shook in rage. That was when Armin, Marco, and the rest came with tear stained faces. Jean and Reiner held me back as I tried to attack Levi in his frozen state.
"Eren, calm down! (Y/n) wouldn't want us to act like this. Calm down." Armin said desperately as I slowly calmed down. Pain was all I felt afterwards. Our little baby committed suicide for a stupid guy like Levi, but she adored the man like he was the very reason to live and because of him, she took her own life. I watched as Sasha, Krista, Ymir, and Mikasa try to pry the body from Hanji, but she wouldn't have any of it. She screamed as they pried her away, which caused all of us to wince.
"I HATE YOU LEVI ACKERMAN!! I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL!!" Hanji shouted as Mikasa carried the hysterical brunette away. Ymir carried (Y/n)'s corpse away as Sasha and Krista followed behind, holding each other while sobbing mournfully. I turned my head toward the shocked man as he stared at the bloody floor. I slowly approached him and immediately slapped him, his head snapping harshly to the left. My eyes stinging as tears threatened to spill.
"I hope you live the rest of your pathetic life knowing you took away the only person that meant the world to us. You could've just left her alone before you made her fall so deeply in love with you. You should've just stayed away..." I whispered the last sentence as I slowly turned around and followed the girls. Tears spilled my turquoise orbs at the last memories of (Y/n), my dearly beloved friend. Her last words to me will always be etched into the core of my memories even after death.
"I love you buddy, don't ever forget that Eren..."
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated any of my stories from other books since school is killing me, but at least I made another One-shot. Anyways, I made this one with a song called "Already Over" By Red. Pretty good song, kinda goes well with the story due to the feeling of the song, but I'm not sure about the lyrics to it, it just depends on how you listen to it. Hope you liked this One-shot and Ciao!
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