When hawkkit got done talking I got up to stand but he sat down. I was about to tell him my nightmare I had last night but he started to talk." I understand that you had a bad dream and you do not want to talk but can you tell me please?:/) Hawkkit asked. I gave him a nod of a yes. "I was drowning in my own blood and I could not breath because my lungs were filled with my blood, and I j..just give up and I blacked out and I could not wake up so that's actually when I gave up."