authors note:trigger warning the following contains suicide and depression if that triggers you than dont read this 

i was listening to requiem from dear evan hansen i was able to rewrite to i should die and no one would miss me i am a monster and i already knew this but i felt i needed to remind myself i was crying not that anyone noticed i was good at hiding it i got up and wrote a note it said 

"dear friends family and anyone that reads this this is not your fault i am making the world a better place from.......the dead girl" i took out a knife and stabbed myself as i was bleeding out i smiled when i thought about how happy they would be 

then i died and no one cared and i wanted it to be that i finally did something right 

authors note: what do you guys think this is based on own thoughts so please tell me if it is a  good or bad story