Maybe this is how is should be
Me wanting you
Without you wanting me
It's so cold

Maybe this is who I am
Struggling on my legs
Finding it hard to stand

It's so cold

Hurting my eyes
Hurting my hands
Finding it hard to stand
Wondering who I am

Maybe that's the plan

Maybe I won't have to stand
After seeing what I really am

Maybe this is why my legs tremble
My legs struggle
To hold my body
As I lay motionless
Breathless
Soundless