Tearing into my heart

Bending against my soul

Maybe one day this could make me whole

Burning in my lungs

Wondering when it will be done

Feeling like I should feel some

Some of the joy

Some of the fear

Some of the feelings

When you are near

Hoping for something

Hoping for someone

To come and save me

Before I become undone

Tearing me apart

Can't separate my brain and my heart

The feelings and the logic

Why this feels so damn toxic

But here I stand

Holding my own hand

Stoping the bleeding of my heart

When I am being torn appart